Again with the long delay in posting

So, I've been lazy about posting recently.

I haven't any excuse. I have been using the evil facebook to play games and sort of re-connect with some old friends. I'm pretty lazy about talking with people online, or trying to reach them through the phone for that matter.

I used to believe that my friends were my family, closer to me than my own family was. Then, I joined the military and shortly after that had graduation from high school ceremonies. After that, things started to change. People started leaving to go to school. They were moving on in their lives. I was not.

I thought that the military would give me more options and help me to go to school. Due to a series of events that I encountered, coupled with my own inability to finish things completely or correctly, I was never able to go to school the way I intended at that time.

Later I was depressed and became incredibly pathetic. I won't detail how pathetic here, I am already melancholy enough as things are. However, those of you who knew me during that time, will also know that I was in a sad state. That's past, I'm recovered, mostly, now.

When I "moved" to Lawrence I was able to meet up with people that I considered to be my friends. If I had known how things would have turned out. . . well I won't go there. In the end my friends betrayed me, part of which was my own fault and the rest was because they were a bunch of fuck-sticks who I should not have called friends in the first place, I just didn't know it yet.

Now, however, I am in Malaysia and doing well. I have a job that pays me fairly well. I have a beautiful wife, I have a car, my health, a child on the way, and things have a lot more potential for me here in Malaysia than they ever have held for me in the States.

Recently, I have been plagued by dreams that range from funny to frightening. I woke up earlier than I planned today because of these sorts of dreams.

I know I haven't been posting. I have some great post ideas, but I haven't put myself in front of the keyboard long enough, with motivation to do it, to write up a post and upload the images for the posts that I want to put up. Instead, I have stuck my butt in front of the computer playing stupid shit on facebook.

That being said, I am going to delete all of my game accounts on facebook aside from the one that takes up the least amount of my time, CaféWorld. I've wasted way too much time playing these stupid games. I can be doing helpful things like sweeping and mopping instead!

On a side note, I'm being lazy today, writing a lot of contractions that I shouldn't be.