Addiction

So, this will be a bit of a shock, I know it was to me.

I have given up computer games. I gave away all of my discs and deleted any downloaded games.

If I cannot play the game with Siew and/or Felix, then I do not want to play it. As an example, I kept The Sims and its expansions because Siew likes that and I can play it with her, were we both work together on a family in the game.

I will still play board games and role playing games, assuming I can find willing players that is.

I miss having a group of friends to play games with. I used to have friends like that in a few of the places that I have lived. However, here in Malaysia I have no such friends. I am not sure if I can find any friends that are into that kind of thing, probably not. I can bring Felix into gaming and see how that goes, if Siew doesn't forbid that completely that is. :-)

Felix is growing fast. He has been fussy, but he's slowly getting to be less fussy, more aware and more talkative. I look forward to teaching him all of the many very strange things that I have learned over the years. He is going to be a very unusual child, that is for sure!

I have stopped, for the time being, going to my Bujinkan class. Taking care of Felix has high priority, which also includes helping Siew as much as I can to keep her sane. So, I stay home on weekends to help wash, cook and clean, et cetera.. After he is more stable I will return to classes. I'd like to attain a high level in that art.

I would like to learn a lot and be able to teach Felix what I know of that and other martial arts. Many people think this is a bit odd, but I want to have a person to be able to survive anywhere with what they know, instead of being a useless moron who should just be a Zombie, like so many others that I have met in the world. I want my son to be a capable person in everything he does. Hopefully I can guide him towards this objective.